ORDER OF THE INFINITE
A Private Plant Medicine Ceremony For Men
North County San Diego, CA
Upcoming Immersion Dates:
October 23-25
November 20-22
December 11-13
The medicine does not change you.
It reveals where change is needed.
WHO WE ARE
Order of The Infinite (OTI) is a nonprofit spiritual organization rooted in sovereignty, self-governance, and the exploration of higher states of consciousness. Through intentional sacramental practices, self-inquiry, and integration, we create a space for individuals to deepen awareness and cultivate direct experiential knowing.
These practices may support greater self-awareness, clarity, personal insight, a deeper connection to self, and the recognition of patterns that may no longer serve the individual—creating space for more intentional choices and meaningful change.
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WHAT WE DO
Preparation
We provide preparation support prior to ceremony that includes a focus on preparing the participant in mind, body and spirit. A detailed outline for things to avoid, dietary guidance and recommendations for establishing a supportive environment post-immersion are provided prior to participation.
Ceremony
We facilitate a safe and intentional environment for participants to engage with sacramental offerings, explore expanded states of consciousness and increase awareness. Furthermore, each ceremony is integrated with practical tools to regulate the nervous system before and after.
Post Integration
Integration is the most critical part and is highly emphasized before, during and after. The work doesn't stop after ceremony. 6 weeks of weekly integration calls will be provided to support participants. These sessions include somatic practices, integrative strategies and self-reflective work to increase the rate of lasting change.
YOUR FACILITATOR
Ray Martinez
Former Naval Special Warfare. Somatic Regulation Practitioner. Integration Guide.
For most of my adult life, I was hanging on by a thread. I abused alcohol and drugs for over twenty years. Despite being able to operate in high-pressure environments, take care of my responsibilities and maintain a respectable level of performance, I was suffering internally. Over time, everything began to feel like a constant fight and harder than it needed to be.
The breaking point came when I moved out of my home, separating from my wife and daughter and on the brink of divorce. Due to emotional suppression, amongst other things, I was about to lose my family. Before that, I had tried all conventional routes to keep my family intact — marriage counseling, bible studies, visited with psychiatrists and even took antidepressants thinking it might somehow improve my situation. Not one of these routes offered any lasting positive change.
When I was introduced to plant medicine by a former teammate, everything shifted from that point. The real transformation came from integration — learning how to regulate my nervous system, confronting patterns that no longer served me, and committing to consistent inner work.
That process helped me repair my marriage and step into sustained sobriety after more than two decades of substance abuse.
Expansion comes from that lived experience.
This work is real and it is to be shared with all who are suffering and/or trying to overcome from situations that feel hopeless. And from healing our traumas we can then expand and move into the greatest version of ourselves.
Retreat Details
Location: North County San Diego, CA
Approx. 50 minutes from San Diego International Airport (SAN)
Approx. 30 minutes from McClellan-Palomar Airport (CLD)
*Exact location provided upon registration.
Duration: 2 nights · 3 days
Participants: Limited to 4 per immersion
2026 Immersion Dates:
· October 23–25
· November 20–22 (3 spots left)
· December 11–13
Sacraments Offered
Changa
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History: Changa is a modern plant-based preparation that became known in the early 2000s. It combines DMT-containing plant material with herbs containing harmala alkaloids, such as those naturally found in the caapi vine.
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How we use it: Changa serves as a preparatory sacrament within our Immersion. It provides an opportunity to become familiar with an altered state of consciousness, and prepare mentally and spiritually for the core Bufo ceremony.
Psilocybin
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History: Psilocybin-containing mushrooms have a long history of ceremonial, spiritual, and healing use, particularly among Indigenous peoples of Mesoamerica. They have traditionally been used in practices centered on prayer, insight, healing, and connection with the sacred. Today, psilocybin is also being studied for its potential therapeutic effects and influence on consciousness.
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How we use it: Psilocybin is approached as a preparatory sacrament within our Immersion. This sacrament is incorporated with the intention of softening rigid thought patterns, turning attention inward, and exploring higher states of awareness. Attention is also placed on becoming more aware of subtle sensations and what we describe as the energetic field as participants progress toward the core Bufo ceremony.
Bufo
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History: Bufo refers to the secretion of the Sonoran Desert toad (Incilius alvarius), which contains 5-MeO-DMT. Its modern ceremonial use developed largely in recent decades, with the experience becoming associated with spiritual exploration, profound shifts in awareness, and experiences of unity or interconnectedness.
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How we use it: Bufo is the core sacrament of our Immersion. The practices and preparatory ceremonies leading up to it are designed to support participants in releasing control, and approaching the experience with greater confidence, intention, and openness .
Who is this for?
- Veterans and first responders
- Individuals navigating stressful life transitions
- Those feeling stuck in repeating patterns
- Individuals experiencing relationship or interpersonal strain
- Those carrying unresolved stress or emotional tension
- Individuals seeking greater clarity and self-awareness
- Those exploring personal growth and higher states of consciousness
- Individuals ready to deepen their relationship with themselves
Accommodations
Your stay with us includes 2 nights and 3 days on a luxury ocean front property. Each participant will receive their own private room and ensuite bathroom during their stay. All snacks, meals, and refreshments are included. Relax on the balcony while you listen to the waves crash. Take a self reflection walk or early morning meditation on the beach.
Your Contribution Includes
- Fully facilitated 3 day immersion
- Pre retreat screening and preparation
- Private room and ensuite bathroom accommodations
- Meals, snacks, refreshments
- Round trip transportation from San Diego International Airport (SAN)
- Guided breathwork and meditation practices
- TRE (tension& trauma releasing exercises)
- Sound bath therapy
- Reiki session
- 3 sacrments offered (Bufo · Changa · Psilocybin)
- 6 weeks post retreat integration support
A connection call and pre-screening are required before participation is confirmed.
Book a connection callWhat Makes Us Different
Order of The Infinite (OTI) is built on three foundational pillars: Sovereignty, Higher States of Consciousness, and Self-Governance. At the center is a simple principle: Only You Can Save You. Our role is not to provide all the answers, but to create an intentional environment where individuals can explore their own experience, deepen awareness, and reclaim greater responsibility for how they navigate their lives.
Our approach begins with the body. Stress and tension can show up physically, which is why nervous system regulation is an important part of the OTI framework. Through somatic practices, breathwork, meditation, and other regulation tools, participants develop practices they can continue using long after ceremony.
This reflects a bottom-up approach: body → mind → spirit. We begin by developing greater awareness and regulation within the body, then move toward deeper self-inquiry, expanded states of consciousness, and spiritual exploration. Ceremony is part of the process—not the entire process. Preparation, practice, and integration are what help bring the experience back into everyday life.
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